Subconscious

At some point this morning I had a dream that Steven and I were driving down to Cedar City for a visit.  We were talking about how Steven would really rather do grad school in Cedar right now than keep doing the new job he is at (which really isn't the case).  I think we even decided that we would do that and see if our old apartment was still available.  We stopped at the complex to visit our friends and they had all changed so much! Even though we'd only been gone a week or two, the kids were all grown much bigger and everyone was different in some way.  (to show how weird my dreams can be: little 2yr old Paisley was taller than me and had a long braid, and the Liechty's were hippies!:)  We hung out for a while and people kept coming by.  Then in my dream I was blogging about the experience and I became sad that things changed so quickly while we were gone, and sad because we miss everyone.

I woke up feeling kind of sad (mixed with the 'what the heck is wrong with my subconscious' feeling that I get with most of my dreams). So I had to follow my dream and blog about it :)

We're doing well here, even though it still feels like a really long Salt Lake vacation.  Steven is doing well with his new job; it's a little overwhelming as most new jobs are, but he's learning quick and doing great.  I got a job with a Jr. high doing special ed.  It was kind of sudden, so that's all I really know about it at this point, but I'll start at the end of August.  It's nice being close to family, and I'm glad we were here when little Packer was born.

We still miss Cedar and our friends. Everyday I have a moment where I think about the long drive we have to do and all we have to get done when we go back...then I realize we don't have to make that drive because we don't live there anymore.  It's a weird feeling.